I think the one promise that I made to myself long long ago is not to meddle in politics/public service. Not that I have any potential whatsoever. I think that you just need to kiss to many asses if you get yourself into those things.
Of course you will kiss asses as long as you are not the boss. But for me, I want to kiss the least number of asses. Maybe I will sell out and start doing just that.. kissing a lot of asses... only time will tell.
However, kissing asses did good things to me. If I wasnt kissing an ass, I could have been fired from my kuli job at M League. I kissed an ass too after I failed my second driving test. Ass kissing combined with sarawakian charm, I luckily got my driver's licence after failing the second time. Omg you know how embarrasing it could have been if I failed to get that licence.
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Naughty librarian: Natalie Portman
In the movie "Closer", Natalie Portman is a stripper. Shocking huh? heheh.. No frontal nudity, but top off... I thought this chick was like a nun or something. Never seen her like this. The closest she was to a slut character was in "Beautiful girls". Haa ni zaman tahun alif nye movie.. Natalie Portman dalam movie ni cun gila... tak ranum lagi... like spring time.
But Closer is a piece of crap I think... all the people in the movie are sluts(including male sluts) and when they fight, they are like on steroids. But the crappiest movie(yes crappier than yusof haslam's) is Dogville, starring Nicole Kidman. Punya la aku ingat movie nih pawe, dalam imdb rating pawe gila, so aku pegila download.
It is not even a movie, it is a play on film. Yes, wth?? You do not get any more pretentious than this. Before sunset(or sunrise??) is almost as pretentious. And Ethan Hawk is in it, for some reason I despise him.
But Closer is a piece of crap I think... all the people in the movie are sluts(including male sluts) and when they fight, they are like on steroids. But the crappiest movie(yes crappier than yusof haslam's) is Dogville, starring Nicole Kidman. Punya la aku ingat movie nih pawe, dalam imdb rating pawe gila, so aku pegila download.
It is not even a movie, it is a play on film. Yes, wth?? You do not get any more pretentious than this. Before sunset(or sunrise??) is almost as pretentious. And Ethan Hawk is in it, for some reason I despise him.
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Manusia Neanderthal: Silvestre
Did u watch the champs league game last wednesday? Yes it is the same story. Silvestre, Gary Neville, Quinton Fortune, the goalies since Schmeichel, these are all the players that I think should have never been on ManU's first team in the first place. They are very good at screwing up and have been doing so since Ferguson first made them team starters. So what did ferguson see that was so special in these people.
When Silvestre is good, he is up there in the ranks of Sol Campbell and Rio. But he tends to commit the stupidest mistakes at the most crucial of times. Same with Gary Neville, but Neville was never that good. What about the goalkeepers. ManU really need a good one. I think the number one rule to be a good keeper is you have to be tall. Knowing that Tim Howard is short and is from the USA, you just know it is very hard, they dont have the pedigree. A good short keeper comes once in a decade... ManU already had Barthez, I am pretty sure Howard will never be that good.
And Steven Gerrard, I would love him to stay at Liverpool. But I dont know why he said that Liverpool have no chance whatsoever to lift the european cup. He said that before the Leverkusen game, and Liverpool carried on to win 3-1 without him. What is wrong with this guy. Everyone saw Porto won the cup just last year, Porto was no better than Liverpool. In fact, I think Gerrard is the most overrated player right now. I think all the praises have gone to his head.
When Silvestre is good, he is up there in the ranks of Sol Campbell and Rio. But he tends to commit the stupidest mistakes at the most crucial of times. Same with Gary Neville, but Neville was never that good. What about the goalkeepers. ManU really need a good one. I think the number one rule to be a good keeper is you have to be tall. Knowing that Tim Howard is short and is from the USA, you just know it is very hard, they dont have the pedigree. A good short keeper comes once in a decade... ManU already had Barthez, I am pretty sure Howard will never be that good.
And Steven Gerrard, I would love him to stay at Liverpool. But I dont know why he said that Liverpool have no chance whatsoever to lift the european cup. He said that before the Leverkusen game, and Liverpool carried on to win 3-1 without him. What is wrong with this guy. Everyone saw Porto won the cup just last year, Porto was no better than Liverpool. In fact, I think Gerrard is the most overrated player right now. I think all the praises have gone to his head.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
VH1 Rocks
Asian men and black women are the least married people in the USA, hmm very sad. Found out about this on VH1, I believe they did their research. No wonder lah black women are dating asian men. I think asian men are stereotyped as Jacky Chan-like. We need more macho movie stars. I like Jacky Chan, but one is enough, we need more samurai wielding ken watanabes(of THE LAST SAMURAI) to help us deal with this lol.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Lemah
I read somewhere that someone was fired because something she wrote on her online blog was against her company policy, or something like that. I wonder how her boss found out about her blog. Mesti kes "penyibuk" yg suka menjatuhkan org.
Having said that, it is confirmed that my flight home is on the 7th of March. Just got the confirmation email. Very very hard to get this confirmation. That is after I asked my dad to call this person to find out about this ticket, because my email was never replied. I tried to call, but never got through. Do you know how irritating it is to redial when you are using a calling card? Yes, many numbers must be punched. But my dad was finding it difficult also, so I asked my sister to do the same thing. So I guess she got the job done, thank you sis. It seems like if you graduate and just disappear, who cares?
But a matter of a greater concern to me is the bil$$. It was supposed to be last Friday, but nothing is paid as of now. Mmg poyos.
Having said that, it is confirmed that my flight home is on the 7th of March. Just got the confirmation email. Very very hard to get this confirmation. That is after I asked my dad to call this person to find out about this ticket, because my email was never replied. I tried to call, but never got through. Do you know how irritating it is to redial when you are using a calling card? Yes, many numbers must be punched. But my dad was finding it difficult also, so I asked my sister to do the same thing. So I guess she got the job done, thank you sis. It seems like if you graduate and just disappear, who cares?
But a matter of a greater concern to me is the bil$$. It was supposed to be last Friday, but nothing is paid as of now. Mmg poyos.
February Sweeps
I just found out that in February, tv stations give extra effort to try get high ratings. So you have the grammys, oscars, conan is now beyond crazy and also suddenly an outburst of lesbian love on TV. I think all girls, deep down are lesbians. They would counter that by saying they just appreciate the female beauty yada yada.. but all they say is "that chick is so hot". Wilder ones would even say "I would do her". I dont think that is appreciation, that is lust.
But ladies, you do whatever you have to do. After all, that is what the USA is all about, freedom. A friend of mine, as I discovered recently, came out of the closet. Yes, gay as purple. (Since I discovered some girls know about this already, I assume they told the whole world) What do you say to that, you're going to hell or you deserve to be stoned to death? I just wished him good luck.
But ladies, you do whatever you have to do. After all, that is what the USA is all about, freedom. A friend of mine, as I discovered recently, came out of the closet. Yes, gay as purple. (Since I discovered some girls know about this already, I assume they told the whole world) What do you say to that, you're going to hell or you deserve to be stoned to death? I just wished him good luck.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Takleh tido takleh tido
Usually if I have trouble sleeping, I just go eat something and that would make me sleep easier. This might explain my mid section too. But not this time, i am running out of food. Need to go do groceries, which fucking sucks because I dont own a car. Damn, nearly 4 years without a car, somewhat unbelievable.
Before graduation, people kept on telling me, "..you must be happy now that you are graduating". My answer to that, but I did not say it loud, was " how can I be happy if I am graduating with a not so good CGPA". I felt that I screwed up too much, didnt study hard enough, and things of that nature.
But on the day itself, as soon as I secured a seat in the packed Crisler Arena, it started to happen. I do not know about other people, but I was really happy, like I was on drugs or something. I guess I realized I did work hard, at times, but just was not good enough. Maybe the best feeling is to know that you have nothing due the next day.
But now, I am hoping for the best and preparing for the worst. I know that it is not going to be easy with this kind of GPA. I have never been in this kind of situation before. I think I can only tolerate 6 months of job searching, that is my worst case scenario. And after that, I might want to think of something else like graduate studies maybe.
Before graduation, people kept on telling me, "..you must be happy now that you are graduating". My answer to that, but I did not say it loud, was " how can I be happy if I am graduating with a not so good CGPA". I felt that I screwed up too much, didnt study hard enough, and things of that nature.
But on the day itself, as soon as I secured a seat in the packed Crisler Arena, it started to happen. I do not know about other people, but I was really happy, like I was on drugs or something. I guess I realized I did work hard, at times, but just was not good enough. Maybe the best feeling is to know that you have nothing due the next day.
But now, I am hoping for the best and preparing for the worst. I know that it is not going to be easy with this kind of GPA. I have never been in this kind of situation before. I think I can only tolerate 6 months of job searching, that is my worst case scenario. And after that, I might want to think of something else like graduate studies maybe.
Damn spywares
I have tried many softwares: Ad-aware, registry mechanic, spyware doctor, no adware and microsoft anti-spyware; I even have two of them active with real time protection. But the spywares keep coming back everytime I restart my computer. I am looking for a software which can delete everything spyware and do not need me to look for them in the registry bla bla... and delete them manually. If you know of such a thing, please be kind enough to let me know.
I must have gotten the spywares from some bittorent file. In a moment of madness, I also clicked at a link someone sent me through msn messenger, which installed more nastier spywares on my computer. Actually he didnt send me the link, I just got it. I just got out of bed at that time and was not thinking clearly. But my computer was already infected before that, it just got worse.
I must have gotten the spywares from some bittorent file. In a moment of madness, I also clicked at a link someone sent me through msn messenger, which installed more nastier spywares on my computer. Actually he didnt send me the link, I just got it. I just got out of bed at that time and was not thinking clearly. But my computer was already infected before that, it just got worse.
Saturday, February 19, 2005
The I Know What You did Last Raya Experience
I sort of watched this movie just now. Yes it is a real movie, a Malay movie. I dont know what to say about the title. It looks like a spoof of the hollywood version.
I do not get the Malay film industry. The movies are just plain ridiculous. For me at least, I have nothing against you if you enjoy I Know What.... . The majority of the fims suck, I do not find them entertaining at all. Especially those made by Yusof Haslam, his are the worst. I have no idea who went to see all his blockbusters. Aziz M. Osman... awfully overrated by the Malaysian media, his films are the corniest and cheesiest with awful special effects, second to Yusof Haslam in my worst list.
However, I find "Senario" the most irritating and lame. Their jokes are not funny to say the least. I do not like slapstick jokes, but senario is just bad. I actually went to see a "senario" movie at a cinema. Yes, a real Rex cinema in Ipoh, during my first few days in UTP. This is what you get yourself into when you are trying to fit in at a new place.
I do not get the Malay film industry. The movies are just plain ridiculous. For me at least, I have nothing against you if you enjoy I Know What.... . The majority of the fims suck, I do not find them entertaining at all. Especially those made by Yusof Haslam, his are the worst. I have no idea who went to see all his blockbusters. Aziz M. Osman... awfully overrated by the Malaysian media, his films are the corniest and cheesiest with awful special effects, second to Yusof Haslam in my worst list.
However, I find "Senario" the most irritating and lame. Their jokes are not funny to say the least. I do not like slapstick jokes, but senario is just bad. I actually went to see a "senario" movie at a cinema. Yes, a real Rex cinema in Ipoh, during my first few days in UTP. This is what you get yourself into when you are trying to fit in at a new place.
Friday, February 18, 2005
The New York Skyline Banner
If you have been very observant, you would have noticed that I often featured buildings or city skyline in some graphics, here and in my old website.
I think someone asked me what is the deal with that. Well I have always liked architecture and buildings. At the same time, I think New York is the greatest city on earth, and has a prominent architecture that just exudes "Americana".
I should have done architecture rather than Mech. Eng. That is the single colossal mistake that I made in my life. What a time to still have the thought of it. So children, sometimes you might want to do what you want to do instead of just listening to your parents.
I think someone asked me what is the deal with that. Well I have always liked architecture and buildings. At the same time, I think New York is the greatest city on earth, and has a prominent architecture that just exudes "Americana".
I should have done architecture rather than Mech. Eng. That is the single colossal mistake that I made in my life. What a time to still have the thought of it. So children, sometimes you might want to do what you want to do instead of just listening to your parents.
The Breaking of the Winning 11 Fellowship
I am not fond of change. We of course would have gone through lots of changes in our lives. For me from secondary school to A-levels to the breaking of the geng motobot mazda and so on. With change you would have to make new friends, find a new group of people to hang out with bla bla, and it is not nice all the time.
This Sunday will mark the day the Winning 11 Fellowship is broken, because Hakam is going to Illinois, and to Malaysia via Chicago later on I think. I had asked for a flight home on the 1st of march, and hopefully I will get what I want. It sucks because you have been around the same people all the time building friendship, and you will miss this people. Sometimes you never know who you will miss until they are gone.
This Sunday will mark the day the Winning 11 Fellowship is broken, because Hakam is going to Illinois, and to Malaysia via Chicago later on I think. I had asked for a flight home on the 1st of march, and hopefully I will get what I want. It sucks because you have been around the same people all the time building friendship, and you will miss this people. Sometimes you never know who you will miss until they are gone.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
The birth of my new website
I think I am sticking with this new template. I have been working since yesterday to get it done. Designing a website is very addictive. I just couldnt't stop, I needed to finish it as soon as possible.
There is so much to learn. I was huffing and puffing, the entire process was trial and error really. It was often very frustrating.
I dont think I will be working on new templates anytime soon. I like this new look, clean and minimalistic. I still have the New York skyline as my banner.
There is so much to learn. I was huffing and puffing, the entire process was trial and error really. It was often very frustrating.
I dont think I will be working on new templates anytime soon. I like this new look, clean and minimalistic. I still have the New York skyline as my banner.
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